Introduction to the Debate on Autism Denial

The debate over whether an autistic person should deny their diagnosis remains a contentious issue. Some argue that denial can be harmful, while others claim that it can be a beneficial response. This article explores the arguments for both perspectives, drawing on personal experiences and the broader context of autism stigma.

Argument for the Non-Harmfulness of Denial

From my personal experience, denying my autism diagnosis was never harmful. The road to acceptance was a long one, filled with self-deprecation and confusion. Only in recent years, about 11-12 years after my diagnosis, did I finally begin to embrace my unique perspective and reject the idea that my autism made me disordered. It merely meant that I presented a different way of thinking, one that society should value and preserve. The journey of acceptance has led to a newfound sense of happiness and self-worth.

Argument for the Harm in Denial

Personally, I believe that denying autism is always harmful. Autism is not something a person has, but rather, something a person is. It is an intrinsic part of one's identity, deeply rooted in the structure of their brain. The longer someone denies knowing and accepting that they are autistic, the worse they may feel. This was the case for me; before accepting my diagnosis, I was deeply unhappy and felt I couldn't live with the limitations I perceived myself to have.

A Personal Example: A 15-Year-Old’s Journey

At 15, I was assigned female at birth but I am non-binary and use the pronouns he/they. Around March or April 2023, I discovered that I am autistic. The journey of understanding and accepting my condition has been transformative. Learning about autism helped me find a framework that explained my entire life. It provided me with a sense of validation and justification that I had never felt before.

The more I learned, the more I felt seen and appreciated for who I am. Unlike before, I am now genuinely happy. The period leading up to this realization, particularly in 2021 and 2022, was a low point for me, not only due to the pandemic but also because I felt I wasn't good enough or human enough. The refusal to accept my autism only deepens these feelings of inadequacy.

Reducing Stigma and Promoting Understanding

The stigma surrounding autism is one of the key factors that drives people to deny their condition. The world often treats autism as a bad thing, but autism itself is not inherently negative. It is a unique way of being, and understanding and accepting this can lead to a better quality of life. People who deny their autism often do so because of societal pressure and lack of knowledge about the condition. However, raising awareness and reducing stigma can help individuals embrace their identity.

Conclusion

In conclusion, the debate on whether an autistic person should deny their autism diagnosis is complex. While some find denial beneficial, others see it as a harmful response rooted in the stigma and lack of understanding surrounding autism. Accepting one's identity, even if it is autism, can lead to a more fulfilling life. Reducing stigma and promoting understanding are crucial steps toward a more inclusive society.

Keywords: Autism Denial, Stigma of Autism, Benefits of Accepting Autism